01 September 2009

Fasting and Starving

Alhamdullillah, today is the 11th day of Ramadhan, May Allah bless us and during this fasting month, i try to be as good as possible.. hahaha.. sound cynical but at least i'm trying. saying good words and watch out my mouth, never being so mean to others, act rational, look with care and behave . heheheh InsyaAllah, to be a better person will take us sometimes and it come from the deep of your heart and i started by a simple thing every single day, reduce my temper towards kids around me.

Yes, my hero accompanied by his cousin, a girl named fatihah always make my adrenalin goes faster. Then I started to frown my eyebrow, within 3 minutes, for sure i will shout both names. it's a daily routine! But during Ramadhan, I'm able to control my high note.Alhamdulillah even yesterday my beloved son spilt a can of Milo onto my bed sheet, a white one!.Huh, i managed to keep calm and smiles..So afif, u better pray that your mummy carry her Ramadhan's mood every months yea..

Why this happened?. Since a few weeks back, something happened to my family and it suddenly changes my perception on life. why are we here and for who we live for. Then it made me think that there is a lot of things to be done, more things to look after and i won't think too much about punishing and fining those two kids. I love them and my grown up son, aizat.

And it's again about love to people around us.

Enuff with my thought about them, and now 'Lala Goreng 3 rasa'. hehehhe, this will be my menu for today breakfast. Yesterday i went to Bagan Lalang. Bought lala, jenahak, kembung, prawn, cuttlefish and terubuk. My beloved hubby love to grill those sea foods and i ended my day with yummy marinated terubuk cecah air asam..so tempted!.

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